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Name: Maggie
Location: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Interests: (in no particular order) God's world; Chocolate; People; Rock Climbing; Alias; School; Singing; Piano; Church; Jesus; My Family; The Bible; Calculus (yep i’m a nerd); Mennonites; Reading; Pacifism; Love; Peace; Medicine; Justice; Joy; Music; COTS (i love you guys); Learning; Talking to friends and “enemies”; and just tryin’ my best to live out God’s call for my life!
~~~~Dreams: As it stands now i wish to become a missionary doctor – I don’t know where I want to go, but i feel God is leading me in that direction for now. Haha – i’d really like to be a “climbing bum” for awhile just cuz it’d be a dang awesome life and it’d be cool to say i did it - oh yeah i also want to loose my fingerprints to the rock cuz that'd just be darn nice....ummm – yeah i don’t know – i just want to do what God desires me to do so i’ll just continue to attempt to follow His nudges – thanks God for walking by me and leading me down the right path
Expertise: ~~~~Expertise: Ha, i’m not an expert in anything – i’m only a reflection of God (well at least I try to be) – He has given me all the gifts i will ever express and therefore i seek to use them in service to Him - so the small amount of good things I may do is only through and because of Him!
~~~~Random Thoughts: 1) I love God and i love His amazing world – i love His creation and His people! That means you – I love you and I’m always ready to help – really i’ll pray, talk, listen, whatever i can do!! 2) Why is it that we tell color blind people that they’re wrong? – what if we don't see the world in it's real light? 3) i can drive a fire truck and ambulance 4) dude why are there three cars coming at me on a one way street?... 5) when an old lady complains about her husbands snoring she could say “i’m just glad he’s breathing!” 6) what’s wrong with saying “i’m sorry” if you really are? 7) alright-that's all for now - i'm tired - haha - i love you all and God Bless!!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
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Yahoo:  peacerox47@yahooo.com
AIM:  dynamic crux777
Member Since:
7/30/2004
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| so it has been awhile since i last posted.
God is good...all the time 
sometimes people surprise me.
let me tell you -1970s issue EEG electrode caps look ridiculous (not to mention gross, dead, fetal pig smelling gel gets plastered to your head)
i am so freakin excited about this summer - it all worked out! everything is perfect! Praise God!!
it is Holy week...rest in Him, mourn, rejoice, be free
Hosanna, hosanna, hosanna in the highest!
He is risen! He is risen indeed!
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| tonight was a good night
today i was told for the first time in a long time that i look healthy
i miss my family a lot
i surprised myself this week
God is at work
we have to be careful not to become too cynical. when our outlook is obscured by the negative preconceptions then we fail to see the truth, we completely miss how God is working.
good conversations...what drives good friendships
lack of communication....what destroys good friendships
i'm ready for some things to change and not ready for others
i like helping people
i like laughing and smiling
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| You know...i just realized that i haven't posted in quite a long while. So now i'm going to even though i don't really have anything interesting to say. Here are just my thoughts of the last few days:
i really like biochem...
what should i do this summer??
what should i do the next two years??
this year is so much better than the past two
God is amazing and yet absolutely confusing and sometimes frustrating in the way He works
sometimes all you need is someone to talk to...thanks esther, for listening
i'm thinking too much...i need to just let it all out
why are people so mean? how can they be so uncaring? how can they not see the beauty, value, and amazingness within the person they are hurting? how can they continue hurting when all it does is bring more and more pain to those who don't deserve it?
i really like house
i miss my family...i can't wait for Christmas
so much hw to do...and instead i'm writing this
i really like this semester - i don't want change in the spring
somehow God will give me what i need...He always does
God bless.
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| God leads us to better things, He shows us better plans...yet sometimes the time in between being naive and realizing this new plan of His is really hard. He will pull us through this. He always does. We will come out on the other side, look back, and say "hey thanks God - that was good". But, right now, it all looks bad. Good will come. It will make sense. God knows what He's doing.
I'm praying He will reveal His new open door soon. This is too hard of a stage to stay in too long. Praise you Lord and guide us.
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when all i want is to cry...the tears refuse to fall
when all i want is to break down...my back stays rigid
when all i want is to sleep...my body won't shut down
when all i want is to breathe...the air ceases to come
when all i want is someone to hold me...i am alone
when all i want is His presence...a barrier blocks me
someday this will be easy
someday the tears will fall like rain
someday i will break
someday sleep will not be a battle
someday breathing will be once again second nature
someday i will never be alone
someday all i will feel is His presence
maybe someday will be today
maybe someday will be tomorrow
maybe someday will be in 20 years
maybe someday will not come until i reach heaven
but until then
all i can do is wait
pray
and hope
someday will come
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